in fact, i´m not the way i want to be. but till now i was not allowed to be me. in the meantime i don´t exactly know anymore who i am and how i am. i know my name, my family, my friends, my interests. but what am i in society? for me i am nothing. i´m able to switch to whatever form is needed. bad girl needed? ask me. good girl needed, ask me. but it´s still not me and i´m sick of it!
shit. passing exams does not change a life. i just do the same things as before. i´m not happiere than before.
something in my mind tells me that it should be somehow different.
i´m starting to miss school right away....